OK, I know I'm a very random LJ posted now, but I have to vent.

You know what pisses me off. THIS KIND OF SHIT happening at MY Potter Icon community, potter_elite. My co-mod, Steph (teh_steph/cyber_bard_), who lost interest in helping me mod loooong ago, decided that she was interested in it again. And since I hadn't done adds in a few months, she FUCKING TOOK AWAY MY MAINTAINER/MOD STATUS. IN MY OWN FUCKING COMMUNITY THAT I ASKED HER TO HELP ME MOD!!!!!!!!!!! So, she loses interest, and that place was hard to keep up myself, seeing as how our rules stated that BOTH mods had to accept the applicant. BOTH. Meaning TWO. Meaning ME AND HER.

Just so you all know, I don't care. My life is really busy now, and I don't have time for iconing or even LJ for that matter, as you all know. Not to say I don't miss it.

So anyway, I told her to go ahead and take over, but the shittiest part about all this is what she said to MY community members. "It has come to my attention that this community has not been tended for since I gave up on my modding abilities. So, I'm taking matters into my own hands. sydstar apparently does not want to take care of this community anymore, so she has lost her modding abilities herself."

I "don't want to take care of this community anymore", so you have the right to take away my mod status? That's bullshit. That's fucking bullshit. Gee, maybe you shouldn't have given up on YOUR mod duties, then, and everything would have been fine.

So, yeah, I am pissed. It's the principle of the thing. You at least ask what's going on before you do shit like that. It's just fucking rude.

I should have just closed it down and deleted it when I originally planned to do so.

JHGSKDUGVSDKGFSKDUFBSLDVCFUCKTHISANDFUCKYOU.IQUITLIFE.

Comment to be added. ♥

New batch of icons!

[7] Harry
[9] H/Hr
[1] Hermione/Krum
[1] Fleur

Teasers:


Intrigued? Interested? See the rest at cutsmedeep_.

My friend Kat kituralb needs your help! She is donating money to the Red Cross as part of the Hurricane Katrina relief effort, and she is trying to get 1000 comments on her entry by Sunday. If you could just click this link and let her know how awesome you think she is for doing such a selfless thing, I'd really appreciate it, and I know she would as well.

Spread this around!

OK, so currently I am looking for more Harry Potter-interested friends, so if you are one and I've friended you, here's my LJ! Search and enjoy! OR if you know of one that is compatible with me, leave me a comment and gimme their username.

Uh...yay H/HR!

People suck.

What the fuck did London do to deserve being bombed?

Ugh. Tonight is one of my good friend's 21st birthday, and I soooo don't feel like going out with her and my other buddies. I said I would, but after the craziness that was last night's 4th of July in St. Augustine HELL (hi, late fireworks at 10pm, got home at 1am, got up for work at 4:30am, ew), I just want to sit on my ass and watch TV.

What. do. I. do.

Wow. The fanclub looks really good.

*secretly squees with excitment*

I'm so thrilled, and yet my plan today is to re-do my room and take down most of my Clay-bilia. o.O

I had a wonderful day yesterday. Zach and I didn't wake up til 10:30 am, and then I did laundry and he mowed the lawn, and then we did nothing but eat junk and watch movies ALLLL day. First on the list was Hitch. OMG, I LOVED IT. Will Smith is so pimp. And hot. It was seriously one of the cutest movies I've seen in a looong time. Then, for a change of pace, we watched The Jacket with Adrien Brody and Keira Knightley. WOW. That is an amazing, creepy movie. The concept for it just...blows my mind. And Adrien...I felt so bad for him the entire time. He really got fucked over. You should all see it, seriously. After that, we ordered pizza and watched Bigger Than The Sky with a bunch of people I don't know and Amy Smart and Sean Astin. Adorable. And have you guys ever watched the Independent Film (IFC) channel? We saw a short film called The Cleats of Imminent Doom, about two girls soccer teams in a championship game. *dies* ItwasthecutestfuckingthingI'veeverseen.

I got CD's in the mail yesterday!!! Diana DeGarmo, Gavin DeGraw (FINALLY!), and the Team America soundtrack. Fun.

I'm so glad ai_icontest has 5 entries already, and it's only Tuesday! Keep them coming! Mayeb we'll start posting new contests on Saturdays all the time. ;p

I need the 50 icon bucket, liek whoa.

And now I must go pull biscuits out of the oven and wake up the boy. Yum. Breakfast.

( a fun movie meme...waay long )

What can I say? My boyfriend works at a video store.

I love that David Duchovny does dog food commercials now.

Poll #518850 Tom/Katie??
Open to: Friends, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 19

What do you think of the Tom Cruise-Katie Holmes...thing?

Other opinions?

God, I hate worrying about money.

Guess who got promoted? And who got a raise? :p








OMG look at my mood icon and compare it to my mood...RUBEN'S GONNA EAT CLAYTON!!!

Got this from sandee725...not tagged, but I'm doing it anyways.

List your eight favorite songs and then pick eight people to do the same. These are my favorites right now.

1. Behind These Hazel Eyes, Kelly Clarkson
Best. Kelly Song. Ever.

2. Incomplete, Backstreet Boys
This song brings back memories of my younger, BSB-obsessed days. It's so old school boy-band, but with a bit of an older edge. I don't care if they're 30, they're still my Boys.

3. Dontcha, Pussycat Dolls
I don't know why. It's fucking catchy.

4. Chariot, Gavin DeGraw
Gavin's hot, and this song is all metaphors and I love that. Beauty in words.

5. Total Eclipse of the Heart, Jessica Sierra
I love this song anyway, and when Jess sang it on AI, I about died. I'm in love with both the live and studio versions of this. It's just so poignant and...awesome.

6. Alone, Heart/Carrie Underwood
I love this song. It's so haunting and hot and...wow. Carrie's version is awesome too.

7. Someday, Britney Spears
I have no idea why. I accidentally watched the season finale of Chaotic, and I saw the music video premiere to this...and I hated the video. But I loved the song. It's not like it applies to anything in my life, it just sounded pretty. And that's hard to achieve for Brit. I like that she's actually trying to sing in this one.

8. Inside Your Heaven, Carrie Underwood
Never thought I'd say it, but damn, the studio version ain't half bad. I like it. The song's not as bad as I thought it was.

I tag...ceilingburro, maybethistime, starwoman, notthatlucky, touchthesky, katshakespeare, themightybee, thewickedchild...and andone else who wants to do it. :p

You all probably already know this, but Batman Begins kicked so much ass. Honestly, Ebert & Roeper are right...it really is the best Batman movie ever made.

Christian Bale and Cillian Murphy...*orgasms* Wow, Cillian was uber-creepy, too. I loved him in 28 Days Later and Intermission, and I was surprised to see him in this, and with such an awesome American accent. Lookie...





Mmmm...OMFGthose lips. Those eyes. GLASSES! *thud* He is a heavenly creature.

Hell, even Liam Neeson was hot. And thanks to Bryn princessbrynie, you all know of the Bale hotness.

I think I'm done. I need a shower and a tuna salad. And some Harry PotterOMFG30DAYSTILHBP.

This is proof that Nana is still with me.



This is a gardenia bloom. On a gardenia bush that hasn't bloomed in almost 8 years. I was talking about it yesterday, while me and Zach were weeding and watering the lawn. I told him how bad I wished it would bloom, because I love the smell of gardenias sooo much. Lo and behold, I take the dog out tonight and by chance turn around and what do I see? That lovely bloom staring back at me. Along with a handful of buds.

Crappy quality, I know. Taken on the camera phone at 8:30pm. Heh.

*sigh*



Anyhoo, does anyone have the new Britney single, "Someday", uploaded as an mp3 yet? Cuz I really liked it. DAMN YOU, SPEARS.

Fire Me, Please! is hysterical.

Batman Begins is so on, tonight, bitches.

Bush thinks he can get a bill passed to make him president for life?

OK, now even my Republican friends have to agree that that's just insane. He's out of his gourd.



Should I see "Batman Begins" tonight?

I'm making icons today. If anyone wants any, hollaback.

After reading my friends list today, I realized that yesterday sucked a lot more than I thought it did.

I'm sorry. Sorry sorry sorry if the most important part of my life (and it seems nobody likes that) got in the way of a fun day. Sorry we fought and ran late, sorry we all didn't really belong there together, sorry you felt left out and like a problem. The whole day felt a little off, but it didn't hit me until just now. It seems those two worlds can't be friends, no matter how much I wish they did. He means the world to me, but so do you. I can love you both equally, and I do, so why won't you see that?

I miss you already.

I hope this was a stupid entry. It probably is, because I take things way too close to heart. *mwah*